Life After Divorce : Episode 4 - Callie and Steele

Monday, November 24, 2014

Todays episode dives into the marriage of these two individuals as they share their insight on their relationships, and give advise to anyone who may be going through what they did or something similar.

(If you would like to share your story, or just talk please email me at

Callie @calliecrofts and her bf Zac @zacrbryant

Here is a link to their band "My Fair Fiend" >>>

Steele @steeleladylove 

Heres a link to his band "Van Lady Love" >>>

Not For Long (cover) ft. Jessica Frech

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Occasionally I like to make music. B.O.B. and Trey Songs - "Not For Long" was calling my name to cover it. The Jessica Frech happened to be in Provo for the week so we did a collaboration.

Let us know what you think : )

Also here's Jessica's blog and thoughts on PDA >>>> CLICK HERE


Jessica Frech

The Provokings - Videography

Nate Baldwin - Audio Recording

Life After Divorce : Episode 3 - Millie and Dallin

Sunday, November 16, 2014

This week we catch a glimpse of Millie and Dallin. Millie is a Single Mother who's ex-husband is currently in jail, while Dallin shares his struggle of being a single dad before finding his new wife.
Both have had to overcome being cheated on by their spouse, but share their story to give hope to you that there is Life After Divorce

(If you want to share your story or just want to talk, email me at

Photo Credit : @shleeeeeeeeee Video Credit : @samuelthemanuel 

Millie and her littles Frank and Apollo

Dallin with his new wife Linda and two boys Cruz and Antonio

Life After Divorce : Episode 2 - Chelsie and Maddie

Thursday, November 6, 2014

(If you want to also share your story, or if you just want to talk email me at

Videography: @samuelthemanuel Photography: @shleeeeeeeeee

Chelsie @chellybelly33 and her new husband Bedford @bedforddort with their son Jax

Maddie @madds_10 check out her blog ---

Life After Divorce : Episode 1 - Lauren and James

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

When I got divorced I set out on a quest to help anyone through the pain that I had felt. 
To everyone who is going through or has been divorced I present to you . . . 
(New episode every week with new people)
Videography by @samuelthemanuel and Photography by @shleeeeeeeeee

(if you are interested in being on the series or know someone who would like to share their story, please contact at ... or if you just want to talk : )

@xoloveloxo (Lauren) and her new husband
check out her blog

 Some idiot named James . . . themormon

Dealers Choice

Sunday, October 26, 2014

THIS IS AWESOME ha! ^^^^^^ also . . . 

Yesterday I went to a wedding. 

This was my friend Lauren's second marriage. I'd never met the guy before, but from the brief chit-chat I had during my visit, he treats her like gold and is LOADED! So . . . Lauren FTW! One for conquering divorce and two, for showing me that there are people out there in the world, that are just right for you. 

In between the times I was coerced to do the "Makarina" and "The cupid shuffle", (okay who am I kidding, I love "The cupid shuffle") I pulled Lauren aside and asked her for some advice one divorcee to another. She told me something that probably sounds like common sense to all of you, but to me really hit home. "Work on your self first, and then move onto a relationship"

The pain a person feels after a serious breakup is probably universally the same, and It's incredibly hard. It consumes you / its an actual physical hurt. For me it was so bad that I chose to replace that consumption with anything, literally anything that would distract me from what I was feeling and experiencing. I made sure I had dates lined up everyday. I started making rap videos, starting new businesses, I flew around the united states for no reason, and of course came up with genius ideas like the Amuze Cruze #sarcasm. All of these things did a great job of distracting me from the issues at hand, but did not make them go away. 

Its like I got a deep and painful cut on my arm and immediately I wrapped it in medical gauze to "take care of it". The gauze got old and bloody so I took more gauze and wrapped it on top of itself. Pretty soon I have so much gauze on my arm its really hard to function normally, and the actual cut has probably gotten worse and infected. Instead, what the cut needed was to be a cut. A little bandaging here and there, but really constant cleaning and air would have helped the cut heal naturally, and ironically faster. It may be the more painful way to heal but in the end its easier moving forward. 

This past week I met with my bishop and he asked me who Christ was to me. I gave him the
typical cliche answers but right now I see Christ as the Neosporin. Neosporin helps soothe the immediate pain along with protect any outside influences from distracting the natural process of healing. Christ has truly felt every ounce of pain we have felt. He is the only living person who has complete empathy for anything we are going through. And has the power to expedite and support the healing of pain at any degree. He truly is our Savior, but we have to choose to incorporate Him into that process. 

I've said it before and I've said it again. The main focus of my blog is to help prevent people from making the same mistakes I have and to hopefully bring people closer to Christ. Whether you relate to my abusive childhood, my rebellious youth, my divorce, or you just liking my raps, in the end I hope you leave here knowing that God loves you and wants nothing more than help you in anyway possible. Sometimes we go through crazy pain so we can learn, but also to appreciate the beauty life has to offer. 

FYI Mason and I are doing great. I'm also going to test his blood because I'm pretty sure he's half deer. (He's getting so big!)

@samuelthemanuel took this picture

@shleeeeeeeeee took this pic

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